Access To His Grace: Loved Her But Didn't Want Her

Love is a complex emotion that can lead people down unpredictable paths. It can bring immense joy, but it can also cause unbearable heartache. In the tale of Access and Grace, their love story was nothing short of extraordinary, filled with passion, longing, and a painful decision. They were destined to be together, yet the circumstances drove them apart.

The Encounter

Access was an ordinary man with a quiet demeanor, living a life of simplicity. Grace, on the other hand, was a vibrant and vivacious woman, capturing everyone's attention wherever she went. Their paths crossed unexpectedly one sunny afternoon, and from that moment, their lives changed forever.

Access and Grace felt an instant connection, a bond that transcended words. They could spend hours talking effortlessly, losing track of time and space. Their hearts found solace in each other's presence, and it was as if they had known each other for a lifetime.

Access to His Grace (I loved her but didn't want her.)

by Kentavia Johnson(Kindle Edition)

5 out of 5

Language	:	English
File size	:	1343 KB
Text-to-Speech	:	Enabled
Screen Reader	:	Supported
Enhanced typesetting	:	Enabled
Word Wise	:	Enabled
Print length	:	61 pages

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The Blossoming Love

As days turned into weeks, Access and Grace's love continued to grow stronger. Their souls intertwined, and they shared dreams, aspirations, and secrets that they had never uttered to another soul. It was a love that felt like magic, a spellbinding enchantment they couldn't ignore.

Access was captivated by Grace's beauty, both outwardly and inwardly. Her tender heart and selflessness were unparalleled, and he was in awe of how someone could possess such grace and goodness. But deep within Access, there was a fear, a feeling that he didn't deserve her love or the happiness she brought into his life.

The Inner Struggle

Access battled his demons, tormented by the belief that he would only bring pain and disappointment to Grace's life. He cherished her dearly, but he couldn't bear the thought of burdening her with his insecurities and limitations.

Consequently, Access made the heartbreaking decision to distance himself from Grace. It was a selfless act, driven by his love for her, but it broke both their hearts. He believed that by letting her go, she would find happiness with someone who could provide everything she deserved.

The Unrequited Love

Grace was devastated by Access's sudden withdrawal. She couldn't understand why he had pushed her away when their love felt so genuine and profound. Her heart ached for him, longing to be by his side, to support him, and make him see that their love could conquer any obstacle.

Access watched from afar as Grace grieved their lost love. It tore him apart inside, but he believed it was the right choice. He wanted her to find happiness with someone who could give her the life he couldn't.

The Unexpected Twist

Years passed, and Access continued to carry the memories of his love for Grace. He often wondered if he had made the right decision or if he had let go of the one true love of his life. Time had changed him, and he had grown from the experience, learning to accept his own worthiness of love.

By chance, fate played its hand once again, as both Access and Grace found themselves in the same room at a social gathering. Their eyes met, and in that moment, the years melted away. The flame of love reignited, the love that had never truly died.

The Rekindled Love

Access and Grace didn't waste any time. They had learned from their past mistakes and were determined to make their love story a reality this time. No longer burdened by insecurities, Access embraced the love he had always felt for Grace. Together, they built a life filled with laughter, adventure, and unwavering support.

Access realized that his fear of not being enough was unfounded. Grace loved him for who he was, flaws and all. She saw his strength, his dedication, and his capacity for love. Their love story became a testament that true love can withstand the test of time and overcome any obstacle.

The Epilogue

Access and Grace's story is a reminder of the complexities of love. It teaches us that sometimes, we must let go of what we love the most to truly understand its worth. It shows us the power of selflessness, the desire to see our loved ones happy even if it means sacrificing our own happiness.

Love is unpredictable, and it doesn't always follow a straight path. It may take detours and face challenges, but if it's true and meant to be, it will eventually find its way back. Access and Grace's love story proves that love, no matter how complicated, can triumph.

Access to His Grace (I loved her but didn't want her.)

by Kentavia Johnson(Kindle Edition)

5 out of 5

Language	:	English
File size	:	1343 KB
Text-to-Speech	:	Enabled
Screen Reader	:	Supported
Enhanced typesetting	:	Enabled
Word Wise	:	Enabled
Print length	:	61 pages

FREE

There was never a moment I didn't love my daughter; I just didn't want her. That may be hard for some to understand, but I know that there are many mothers who are silently suffering because motherhood wasn't necessarily in their plans or in their timing. They suffer alone because the idea of not wanting a child isn't a widely accepted norm. 

In my book, Access to His Grace, I share my truth of how I battled for seven years with accepting my daughter. Come with me as I give you a candid peek into my life as a young mom desiring nothing to do with motherhood. My unmerited Access to His Grace opened the door to my healing journey as I learned to intentionally commit to cultivating a healthy bond with my daughter.